and to all a good night.

merry christmas.
goodnight C:

silver bells.

pretty much haven't slept all night because i left my blinds open last night and if you don't already know, our whole house is pretty much windows so the fact that everything outside is white, is highlighted by the moon.

making cookies with dad while

listening to "kenny g christmas"

(cause he doesn't sleep long either)

homesick.

you know that feeling that you get after you've done something that

you didn't want to do. to be honest, when i get that feeling all i want

to do is go home and hug my mom. not that its like you did

something "bad" necessarily, its just not a happy/good feeling.

it's a "homesick" feeling to me. eventhough, that's where i

spend most of my time. if you can just get me home, i'll

feel better. i can handle most things once i'm at home.