go awayyyy.

ok, so the other night my mom said thatif i wanted it to go away, i had the power to change it.
just to not give in and fight it.ok so look here, i'm trying reallyreally hard. and it seems like when i resist, it tries harder. like a legit annoyance that won't leave me alone. whatthe heck. seriously? i never am up at this time, i believe in sleep. its jsut how i was raised i think, i get tired too easily and eventhough i have stuff i need to do, most of the time i cannot keep my eyes open.fail. tonight i just can't seem to drift off.anyways im gonna go lay back down in my bedd with clean sheets and warm sweatpants. oh have i mentioned its like 60 degrees in here. im not really sure why, but the heat won't reach my room. might be these hardwood floors.